My Sweet Heart Zella Monroe

Happy 6th Birthday Zella Monroe Miller

She is the light of my life. 
My reason for getting up in the morning. 
My joy. 
My peace. 

I experienced depression after giving birth. 
My world felt grim for a long period of time. 
Such a sweet gift and I was in such a sad space. 
I kept quiet as to not worry anyone else.
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I think many women can relate to these feelings. 
After some rough situations, I felt began to feel better. 
Today, I am so grateful I experienced the sadness, and depression,
after giving birth to my greatest joy. 

I often wonder if the sadness was the joy. 
Through the tenderness of my daughter, and the darkness of depression,
I learned to love myself. 

I built a life for us I never knew possible.
I've traveled through South America. 
I found beautiful women in my work that surround us.

I've spent a lot of time in Disney Land!
I am forever grateful to share her love. 
She is a blessing. 

Thank you God for knowing exactly what I needed. 
I Love You, 

Mommy